The first word that comes to mind with this project: wow. I must admit that out of every single project I’ve completed in the course of this semester, this gave me the most stress. Philomena (2013) is an incredible film, and the scene Jeff and I choose together was the climax of the movie. Originally, the scene called for five characters, four of which were over the age of 40. I knew immediately that if I were to film this scene, I would only do so with mature actors. And that is where all my stress came in.
Thankfully, after many many people saying no to me, my friend Anne Sward-Hansen said yes. For her, I am incredibly grateful. Steve Lesser was a joy to have on set as the Priest. I’m grateful to Michelle for all her work and effort, as well as my friend Garret for stepping in to play Martin. This project gave me an incredible appreciation for my friends and fellow classmates. Brett, Cameron, Steven, and James all helped in countless ways and made the shoot possible.
My biggest regret is the exits and entrances of characters. I did not film coverage of the actor’s entering the space. After I got all my actors into the space, I realized that everything I had planned with composition and blocking (literally, everything) was null and void. The actors were uncomfortable with it and a lack of memorization made for me working/rehearsing with them for two of our three and a half hours. During this, I planned what little I could with their blocking and flew by the seat of my pants for compositions and purposeful images of each actor. In composition, I’m glad I chose to go handheld instead of locked down. I think it adds a personal closeness to the situation. I’m incredibly proud of my actors and their performances. What a lucky guy I am to have worked with each of them. Another regret I have is coverage for when Martin goes to tell Hildegarde to say sorry. The way I shot it makes it feel like he is yelling at Philomena, which is not the intended story.
This was most certainly a stretching experience. I’m proud of the final product, and feel it says something of weight that I wanted to say. I’m also proud that I was able to completely distance myself from my “wry outlook” and quirkiness to produce a film wholly without.